(Love???) Letter From Mars

Venus duduk diam di bangku taman. Tangannya masih menggenggam secarik kertas. Kertas itu sudah setengah lusuh,entah karena sudah berkali-kali dibacanya  atau karena pernah ada titik-titik air mata yang jatuh diatas kertas itu. Dibukanya kembali kertas lusuh itu,sebenarnya tanpa harus melihat isinya dia masih sangat hapal apa yang tertera di kertas itu. Matanya menatap huruf demi huruf yang tertulis :

”Now, before I carry on.. Let me apologize for any bad words I ever sent you. I just…
am so ANGRY, upset, disappointed and burned at the same time.. it was painful as hell.. I don’t know exact words to express it but.. you really ruined my everything.. Maybe you’ll never know that in that morning I wanted to chat with you to share some nice stories of mine.. but what I got is that a bitter reality that you decided to leave me.. how sad, was it? I just couldn’t believe it but that was just real! You really turn my days into worse nightmare.
I can’t play my guitar, the notes I play suck every time I pick it. I can’t do my final project smoothly, I fell from my bike before I parked it in to my house.. damn.. Even today, I was playing a guitar and my teacher  suddenly asked.. hey.. what’s wrong with you? what’s the matter? I was like almost drop my tears that time.. but I hide my sadness with some fake coughs..
My love to you is not a role-playing, and I certainly wasn’t an actor in a love movie. I’m sure you remember when I said: if we never mean to get together, I really want to touch your skin.. yeah.. maybe that’s what’s really there for me. Touching your skin and letting you go.. See that? it shows how much I love you, although what will I get is 3 seconds for touching your skins for first and the last time. But now.. I think I deserve nothing… I will just have to accept the truth that you fade away from me…. 
…Don’t know what else to say.. feels like there’s zillion things to say but I’m just blank! Maybe I have to end this message, it’s almost dawn.. Once again I didn’t mean to curse you.. I’m just so damn sad..  Sorry for any rude words……..
Thank you for reading this pieces of my broken heart.
Good nite, chime.. Sleep well till the morning comes!”

Isinya memang menyakitkan tapi entah mengapa itu adalah surat cinta terindah yang pernah dibaca Venus. Membacanya seperti merasakan kembali cinta yang pernah diberikan Mars. Manusia akan menghargai betapa besar kehadiran seseorang setelah seseorang itu pergi.
Didekapnya surat lusuh itu dan berbisik.. ”your chime still miss you,Mars”


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This note inspired by someone who ever sent it to me.